a To dare, to dream, to win: August 2007




Monday, August 27, 2007

things dun always occur..

as i wish for..

but as my nick put

"more than winning, never to give in"

never give in...

i must be more careful, learn from mistake, nv let it happen again..

my amount must be enough, just need to get it right with tt ONE chance

just do it

Sunday, August 26, 2007

family day!

finally over, think it's rather successful

47 turn up, 1st time so many, and well i think everyone enjoy themselves. not sure why i wasn't really feeling nervous, or perhas even showing some confidence despite being emcee in front of 1.5 x the normal number of ppl. maybe cos this time i wasnt doing alone or maybe i wasn't feeling well to think much. somemore didn't have chance to prepare much b4 hand but things turn out well. think my copartner also did a gd job, a vast improvement. everyone did well, feels gd. thanks guys!

but too bad shawn won the css. heard he not near e top in term of points. eeeeyer

Friday, August 24, 2007

nhr vol 5

no time to blog so spend time with some meaningful post

"There's absolutely nothing wrong with aiming to be the best. But you need to clarify your goals each step of the way and challenge yourself each day, sparing no pain or effort to achieve them. Dreams and determinations are two different things. If you simply long for what you'd like to be, but fail to work at it with persistence and painstaking diligence, then you're pursuing an empty dream.

"If you were really resolved to become the best, then you'd already be taking concrete steps and working with all your might in that direction. Success is another name for repeated, unflagging effort. Hope and dreams alone, without hard work and struggle, only leave you prey to anxiety and frustration as the real situation grows steadily more wretched. You have to consolidate your foundation. Buddhism is the highest form of common sense; real faith lies in making persistent efforts to improve yourself.

"Also, if you hope to realize your full potential and establish a core of indestructible happiness, it's vital that you build a firm foundation with faith as your way of life. real faith lies in making persistent efforts to improve yourself. Buddhism allow us to achieve this inner transformation.

"In any event, practise this faith steadfastly for twenty or thirty years. Then true victory in life will await you."

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

too tired, too bz..

to blog...

meetings, rehearsals, night classes, lab

managing time is so impt now, n creating e most value out of it is more impt

things must go smoothly.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

18 Aug

"Buddhism is action. One meaning of kyo of Nam-myoho-renge-kyo is action. Without action, we cannot say that we are practicing Nam-myoho-renge-kyo; it would merely remain a concept. Only through action are we able to truly gain the great benefit of the Mystic Law."

do it fast??

no! do it fast n do it good!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

live by it..

"The task before you now is to develop tremendous passion, study harder than anyone else and devote yourself to your practice of faith. What lies in store for those who neglect to train and strengthen themselves in their youth is a life as fragile as a castle built on sand. I would like you to advance steadily and patiently, diligently applying youself to your studies and thoroughly developing yourselves so that you will emerge as great people in the future." - Daisaku Ikeda

Monday, August 13, 2007

Tick...

just do it!

Sunday, August 12, 2007

BEWARE!!

of the following guy

"Pham van quyet"

this idiot. sorry for scolding him but he is idiotic. i post to sell txtbook online and he sms me, not by hp but using yahoo messenger. and for each reply I need to pay.

nvm, he say he interested to buy. but..guess where he ask me to meet him?

SHEARES HALL..

wad time?

9pm

bloody inconsiderate. so wad if he is e customer. expect me go his hall at tt time.

and tt's not all.. cos i got his yahoo id so i decided to add in on yahoo messenger else i will have to spend more $ on sms. and talkin not more than 5 sentence. he say this.. do you have webcam.. ok WTF. so i ask y he ask for it. n he say " to know you better". f off la. buy books also wan to know me better? HUH?

and then he ask me for my hp no. AGAIN. ya again cos if he dun have my number how he sms me in e 1st place. then i ask y he ask me again. he say "cos i meeting many ppl to get txtbook"... if he meeting many, then y so sure he will want my price. and if so, why meet me tmr


he wan to meet me so late, AT HIS HALL, and even ask for webcam. WTF is his motive? is he expecting a ger to find him or sth?

$!$#!%#@!#!~~

Friday, August 10, 2007

wad a day..

cut not once, but twice...

need learn be more careful

help comes, once, twice, but three times?

need learn be more efficient

stand by com? or pull out power supply let it run out of batt?
the latter waste electricity..
did the 1st, but running program prevent the stand by
10 hrs left running..

need to be more alert.!~@$#!$

Thursday, August 09, 2007

NDP 2007!

great success! well done guys! all the 3 items, city of dreams,singa city and eternal bloom are great!

watching e ndp really makes me recall last year's participation... my A5 photo is still on my desk.

watching and participating is really different...next year, next year i will be back!

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

protected..

again..

2 days ago, the chemical splash, i nv wear goggles n it only touch my face..

this time, i was looking at the beauty of e shape of e product as it touches the water, it was like the shape of a bubble. and itchy hand me decide to press it. 1st time i press it burst of cos, nth inside. but the 2nd, it burst, whatever tt is inside splash rite at me, high speed, into my eyes.. yes my eyes!!!


...if i never wear googles.


... it could just have been water inside but i doubt so. from the looks n e reaction, it should be the chemical..

seriously, i'm protected..


few more days,
and it will be here.
it's not easy,
i'm not in the mood.
but maybe cos things yet come,
when they come,
ready i will be.

Determination for the future

Ablaze with hope,
I face the raging waves,
And though I may be destitute,
Though others may laugh at
Or ridicule me,
Watch me now
As I patiently endure.

I exhort myself:
"First work hard,
To the full extent of your youth.
Though some may scorn you,
Always wear a smile.
Heart aflame,
Advance strong and true
Along your chosen path."

Smiling brightly,
Serenely,
At the arduous road ahead,
Today, again,
I will advance -
Gazing up at the sky,
At the summit
Of a hope-filled future.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

from NHR vol 4 "Triumph" chapter.. part 2

"Life is filled with ups and downs. Those with strong life force can always traverse life's mountains and valleys with confidence and composure. They can make their way cheerfully, sometimes viewing cherry blossoms, sometimes pausing to enjoy a snack, sometimes relishing the challenge of climbing a steep incline. But if our life force is weak, then we wlil become exhausted; we cannot enjoy the surrounding scenery and instead feel only pain.

We were born in this world to enjoy life tot the fullest. To do so, we need strong vitality, and chanting daimoku is the wellspring of such vibrant life force. So please continue to exert yourselves courageously in faith. Determined to follow your chosen paths in life, always base yourselves on daimoku, regardless of what others may think or say. Those who do so will be happy. I also hope that you will develop your lives and your chapter organizations in such a way that you will be filled with an exhilarating sense of joy and delight."

from NHR vol 4 "Triumph" chapter.. part 1

"The most important thing for young people, no matter what your circumstances, is that you never demean yourselves. Faith lets us bring out our limitless potential and enjoy life to the fullest, come what may. The moment you think that you are no good, you stifle your own potential. The key to the future lies entirely in your determination at the present moment. Everything depends on whether you are living with enthusiasm right not."

Monday, August 06, 2007

life's a struggle..

finally, i finally met obstacles in wad should have been do-able things.. things aren’t moving as planned...ok they are still moving as planned except not as gd as I thought it to be..i'm still wondering who go transfer my stuff, but hecking what others did, wad i do to remedy it is more important...


EVERYTHING
MUST turn out fine.. and only I can ensure that to happen

I vow not to let mistakes happen twice ever again. I’m still adhering to that..and shall maintained tt. Maybe I should count myself lucky tt the chemical nv get into my eyes today.

so things aren't tt bad, i'm lucky!

Saturday, August 04, 2007

successful orientation cum graduation meeting...

though i will say not alot ppl turn out, but i think everyone has fun

too bad only managed to join them in e morning after lab, but i myself have fun. i hope they enjoy e afternoon games too.. too bad i can't view e skit, think it shd be fun n funny.

e meeting at nite is also very inspiring esp e panel sharing. 真是赞..and e new nussd t-shirt is cool.. not to say e door gift they make this time. really nice..

and all these is not without the determination of everyone to do their best n make it a success.

but i must admit i m rather slack.. i always is.. hmmm wad's wrong with me...ahhhh

Friday, August 03, 2007

a good guidance

"Certainly there will be times when you wish you had more spending money, more time to sleep and more time for fun and recreation. You may feel restricted now, but you should consider your current situation as the perfect set of circumstances for your growth. Within the restrictions that define your present existence, the only thing to do is to discipline yourself and head in the direction of growth and self-improvement. In the process of exerting yourself in such endeavors, you will without a doubt build and strengthen your character." -- Daisaku Ikeda

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Thursday, August 02, 2007

The Ten Worlds... from yoshi's blog

The Ten Worlds

One way that Buddhism explains life is through a concept known as "the ten worlds." These are ten states or conditions of life that we experience within ourselves and are then manifested throughout all aspects of our lives. Each of us possesses the potential for all ten, and we shift from one to another at any moment, according to our interaction with the environment. That is, at each moment, one of the ten worlds is being manifested and the other nine are dormant. From lowest to highest, they are:

Hell -- This is a state of suffering and despair, in which we perceive we have no freedom of action. It is characterized by the impulse to destroy ourselves and everything around us.

Hunger -- Hunger is the state of being controlled by insatiable desire for money, power, status, or whatever. While desires are inherent in any of the ten worlds, in this state we are at the mercy of our cravings and cannot control them.

Animality -- In this state, we are ruled by instinct. We exhibit neither reason nor moral sense nor the ability to make long-range judgments. In the world of Animality, we operate by the law of the jungle, so to speak. We will not hesitate to take advantage of those weaker than ourselves and fawn on those who are stronger.

Anger -- In this next state, awareness of ego emerges, but it is a selfish, greedy, distorted ego, determined to best others at all costs and seeing everything as a potential threat to itself. In this state we value only ourselves and tend to hold others in contempt. We are strongly attached to the idea of our own superiority and cannot bear to admit that anyone exceeds us in anything.

Humanity (also called Tranquillity) -- This is a flat, passive state of life, from which we can easily shift into the lower four worlds. While we may generally behave in a humane fashion in this state, we are highly vulnerable to strong external influences.

Heaven (or Rapture) -- This is a state of intense joy stemming, for example, from the fulfillment of some desire, a sense of physical well-being, or inner contentment. Though intense, the joy experienced in this state is short-lived and also vulnerable to external influences.

The six states from Hell to Heaven are called the six paths or six lower worlds. They have in common the fact that their emergence or disappearance is governed by external circumstances. Take the example of a man obsessed by the desire to find someone to love him (Hunger). When he at last does meet that person, he feels ecstatic and fulfilled (Heaven). By and by, potential rivals appear on the scene, and he is seized by jealousy (Anger). Eventually, his possessiveness drives his loved one away. Crushed by despair (Hell), he feels life is no longer worth living. In this way, many of us spend time shuttling back and forth among the six paths without ever realizing we are being controlled by our reactions to the environment. Any happiness or satisfaction to be gained in these states depends totally upon circumstances and is therefore transient and subject to change.

In these six lower worlds, we base our entire happiness, indeed our whole identity, on externals.

The next two states, Learning and Realization, come about when we recognize that everything experienced in the six paths is impermanent, and we begin to seek some lasting truth. These two states plus the next two, Bodhisattva and Buddhahood, are together called the four noble worlds. Unlike the six paths, which are passive reactions to the environment, these four higher states are achieved through deliberate effort.

Learning -- In this state, we seek the truth through the teachings or experience of others.

Realization -- This state is similar to Learning, except that we seek the truth not through others’ teachings but through our own direct perception of the world.

Learning and Realization are together called the "two vehicles." Having realized the impermanence of things, people in these states have won a measure of independence and are no longer prisoner to their own reactions as in the six paths. However, they often tend to be contemptuous of people in the six paths who have not yet reached this understanding. In addition, their search for truth is primarily self-oriented, so there is a great potential for egotism in these two states; and they may become satisfied with their progress without discovering the highest potential of human life in the ninth and tenth worlds.

Bodhisattva -- Bodhisattvas are those who aspire to achieve enlightenment and at the same time are equally determined to enable all other beings to do the same. Conscious of the bonds that link us to all others, in this state we realize that any happiness we alone enjoy is incomplete, and we devote ourselves to alleviating others’ suffering. Those in this state find their greatest satisfaction in altruistic behavior.

The states from Hell to Bodhisattva are collectively termed "the nine worlds." This expression is often used in contrast to the tenth world, the enlightened state of Buddhahood.

Buddhahood -- Buddhahood is a dynamic state that is difficult to describe. We can partially describe it as a state of perfect freedom, in which we are enlightened to the ultimate truth of life. It is characterized by infinite compassion and boundless wisdom. In this state, we can resolve harmoniously what appear from the standpoint of the nine worlds to be insoluble contradictions. A Buddhist sutra describes the attributes of the Buddha’s life as a true self, perfect freedom from karmic bonds throughout eternity, a life purified of illusion, and absolute happiness. Also, the state of Buddhahood is physically expressed in the Bodhisattva Way or actions of a Bodhisattva.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Trying period

for me.. i suppose i need a higher life condition n lots of sensei's guidance to go through it. higher life condition? think there is only 1 way to get it

SHE photos! erm wait till i have time then upload la.. anyway i dun even have it myself other than those blurry photos.. but i think i only need to put 1 photo is enuff. wahaha